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| i havent updated in forever!
sorry..i've been SO BUSY and lazy when i have the time too..i still check it tho..cos ima loser!! tehe
and i dunno if anyone sitll uses this? ah well i'll keep it cos it helps for me to vent on here.
speaking of venting.
I DONT HAVE SENIORITIS
yet
BUT! school is WICKED annoying right now...
and dont ask me about next year cos i dont know..i just wanna survive until christmas right now!!!!!
*sigh* much better now ;)
anyways well my last blog was on the whole coup thing..and i actually dont know right now what thailand govt is and stuff...hmm...but there aren't any more army dudes walkign around so i think thats good.
well i'm done sharing my randomness for now haha.
beth | | |
| Yeah I'm sure all of you have heard the news...and for those who haven't: basically there's been a coup, and the military has taken over. we are now officially under Militia Rule and they have invoked the Constitution. thailand used to have coups all the time (some have had bloodshed some have been bloodless) but this is the first coup in 15 yeras.
Anyways, If you are the praying type, please pray for the situation, and that it will be sorted out quickly and that no one will get hurt.
we are fine - there's no school today and i'm not sure about tomorrow either.
actually the first thing that i thought of when my mom told me what was going on was... "oh crap, my soccer game is cancelled again! at this rate we'll never get to play any games" haha
but yeah, pray for all of us and for Thailand kk? ^^
God Bless
beth | | |
| Home is where the heart is....
which is very true. Material things fall apart, burn down, get lost, get broken, get forgotten...the things that really truly matter are the things that stick with us. and the things that stick with us aren't physical...
Just reminding myself this...
i've never lived in a house for more than 4 years, i've never owned anything huge in my life...well my brother and sister both bought houses, but that was like a shock. my parents don't own any land. and i'm totally not complaining. i always thought and said my 'home' is where my family is.
but i just found out some really...shocking? news
my aunt and uncle in england sold their house!
you're like...sooo??
well ever since i've been born, they have owned that house. we always stayed at their house when we visited england, and i dont know....its just been in my life forever...and its been the only STABLE/always there house i know of. like we go and visit the olds ones but we cant really go inside ya know? but yeah, its just kinda weird thats all. a little sad, but hey, i'll get used to it. you just keep the good memories, and start make new ones in their new home.
my biggest concern?
where the heck are we gonna stay when we visit!?!
beth | | |
| I just heard the saddest news ever.
Steve Irwin [better known as the 'Crocodile Hunter'] has died at the age of 44!!!!
KRIKY!!!
thats so sad. i totally remember watching him on Discovery Channel!!!
and you know what else i found out recently? Pluto is no longer one of the 9 planets!!!! NOT FAIR, cos pluto was my favourite!
geez what is goin on with this world..lol
beth | | |
| i've realized something. the past week i was realy tired and sorta depressed. and really bored with my life. yesterday after church a whole bunch of us went karaoke and afterwards when i got home my mom had this whole talk with me about it. she wasnt mad..but she was talkin about how she wished that instead of doing stuff the world had to offer, i could spend more time in fellowship with friends and with God. and she was saying how the best times she had was when she and friends would just sit and sing worship songs and talk.
honestly, i have to agree with her.
she said there's nothing wrong with doing stuff the world has to offer...but there's nothing beneficial aboutit, and it doesnt get you closer to God in any way. so why do it?
i didnt say anything..i had to think about it.
and my conclusion
she's definately right.
the times i spend with my friends just sitting and talking and doing really nothing..are the best times. the times i go out with other friends ..leave me empty and, well bored.
i didnt smile a lot this week..i love to smile. i think God made me optimistic for a reason..to be an encouragement. i cant help people when i'm consumed in myself..and what makes me consumed in myself? the worldly things. the conclusion to all this rambling [finaly haha.]
i want God.
all of him. and i only wanna live for him, because he makes the most happy..no the most JOYFUL and Satisifed with my life. i'm happy excited and i feel like i have purpose when God is first in my life.
just venting...and i know some people read this, so i thought i'd just tell them this is who i am. I am a christian.. and i love God..and i am not ashamed of it. and i hope that i am a good friend for you guys. don't worry i'm not gonna go preach at you or judge you for what you do, but i want you guys to know that i love you guys and i really care about what happens to you all. if you ever need to talk, i'm always here...Always.
thanks for being such good friends everyone..i thank God for all of you all the time.
peace and love ;)
beth
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